One day while at work, belly growing five months & a week pregnant these beautiful words came to me. It was my third pregnancy & I was scared! my first two ended in heart-wrenching miscarriages.Not knowing if the life inside of me would grow and eventually meet me earth side was down right crippling. But on that beautiful day, the words poured out of me, just as tears did. It felt like my daughter’s spirit was calling unto me telling me “mommy don’t worry, I’m coming to you…I promise”, and my angel babies comforting me. I never got to hold them in my arms, rock them to bed, teach them to ride a bike or even read them a story goodnight. I remember the nights I cried myself to bed, I remember the years I blamed myself for my body not being able to carry them to term. Now more than everI know it’s not my fault. I will probably never accept that they’re gone, but I lie my life now knowing that I would’ve been a great mom to them if I was given the chance.
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Today I spend my time loving up on my rainbow baby, reading to her & teaching her about life.
This book means so much to me, I plan to give it to my daughter when she is old enough.
I know nothing can take away the pain in your heart, I wish no one ever had to go through child loss but I hope this book can be a consolation to you and your family.
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I couldn’t stay; A poem which was written from the perspective of the angel baby to his/her rainbow sibling!